.Finding. .Perfection.

Loves High Fashion Perfection.
THE Dirty Perfection Of Heavy Music. Jesus Christ Is Perfection.
I want purple colour bug soo bad.defiantly getting it for the ball <3 

I want purple colour bug soo bad.
defiantly getting it for the ball <3 

(Source: thisisschu)

This is interesting. I&#8217;m intrigued by this outfit.Winters coming soon, I&#8217;m going to try this out.  

This is interesting. 
I’m intrigued by this outfit.
Winters coming soon, I’m going to try this out.  

(Source: owwcharliee, via w-aters)

One day this will be me.not a model, hahaha. a Fashion Designer.
-let the failure begin, let the climb to high class authority begin, hoping.

One day this will be me.
not a model, hahaha. a Fashion Designer.

-let the failure begin, let the climb to high class authority begin, hoping.

(Source: minty-licious, via incling)

I&#8217;m a typical 16 year old girl, trying to figure myself out. Doing body mods, rebelling, compromising with my &#8220;Christian&#8221; morals. My mum is a 55 ish year old woman, probably going through menopause. She completely &#8220;hates&#8221; me [my adolescent stage]. She told me I have a month to take my tunnels out and to stop swearing like my father does, or else by the time I&#8217;m at 18 she&#8217;ll kick me out of the house and I can live on my own. What she doesn&#8217;t understand is that I don&#8217;t do what I do for attention, I do what I do because I feel like it&#8217;s that only kind of choice I have in my life, but that seems to be out of my control as well. The only thing I felt like I was in control of was my appearance, but I guess not. I just want to have some control over my life, is that so hard?
I don&#8217;t understand how she&#8217;ll expect me to be independent when I&#8217;ve barely been given any independence to experience from - I&#8217;m not allowed to leave the house without having an older person take me to my destination. I&#8217;m not allowed to go for walks or runs by myself if I want to clear my fucking head; that&#8217;s way I&#8217;m a lazy fat fuck. I&#8217;m sometimes scared of doing new things myself, like taking the bus - So how the fuck am I suppose to learn to be independent by the time I&#8217;m 18 years of age? The type of independence I need to learn how to do things myself with her teaching me how to before hand.
I have an anger issue, and I get that from my dad. My &#8220;use to be&#8221; abusive dad [- well he still kind of is, but now that I&#8217;m older&#8230;] My Mum is yells at me on how I shouldn&#8217;t be like my dad and swear so much. my dad swears so much because my grandmother apparently didn&#8217;t know how to raise him properly. It&#8217;s a tad ironic on how she&#8217;s parenting me. I&#8217;d rather be like my agro, hot tempered dad than be like my mum who only ever bitches behind backs. 
Don&#8217;t get me wrong, I love my mum. I just need her to like me be.

- not to make my dad sound like the good one, or make my mum sound like a complete bitch. they both have their pro&#8217;s and con&#8217;s. At this stage in my life, their con&#8217;s are right in my face tipping over the edge of . 

I’m a typical 16 year old girl, trying to figure myself out. Doing body mods, rebelling, compromising with my “Christian” morals. My mum is a 55 ish year old woman, probably going through menopause. She completely “hates” me [my adolescent stage].
She told me I have a month to take my tunnels out and to stop swearing like my father does, or else by the time I’m at 18 she’ll kick me out of the house and I can live on my own. 

What she doesn’t understand is that I don’t do what I do for attention, I do what I do because I feel like it’s that only kind of choice I have in my life, but that seems to be out of my control as well. The only thing I felt like I was in control of was my appearance, but I guess not. I just want to have some control over my life, is that so hard?

I don’t understand how she’ll expect me to be independent when I’ve barely been given any independence to experience from - I’m not allowed to leave the house without having an older person take me to my destination. I’m not allowed to go for walks or runs by myself if I want to clear my fucking head; that’s way I’m a lazy fat fuck. I’m sometimes scared of doing new things myself, like taking the bus - So how the fuck am I suppose to learn to be independent by the time I’m 18 years of age? The type of independence I need to learn how to do things myself with her teaching me how to before hand.

I have an anger issue, and I get that from my dad. My “use to be” abusive dad [- well he still kind of is, but now that I’m older…] My Mum is yells at me on how I shouldn’t be like my dad and swear so much. my dad swears so much because my grandmother apparently didn’t know how to raise him properly. It’s a tad ironic on how she’s parenting me. I’d rather be like my agro, hot tempered dad than be like my mum who only ever bitches behind backs. 

Don’t get me wrong, I love my mum. I just need her to like me be.

- not to make my dad sound like the good one, or make my mum sound like a complete bitch. they both have their pro’s and con’s. 
At this stage in my life, their con’s are right in my face tipping over the edge of . 

(Source: weakest, via talular)

scored top marks with my photography work, I&#8217;ll do my best to be humble about it.
The photo is to show off the clouded judgement of beauty in society. Beauty is not just a concept of symmetrical facial features, long natural hair, not just pleasing to the eye, not something that we can grasp in our hands or touch with our finger tips. Now I just have to find what it Beauty is.  

scored top marks with my photography work, I’ll do my best to be humble about it.

The photo is to show off the clouded judgement of beauty in society.
Beauty is not just a concept of symmetrical facial features, long natural hair, not just pleasing to the eye, not something that we can grasp in our hands or touch with our finger tips. 

Now I just have to find what it Beauty is.  

funnily enough, i was listening to a song that says&#8220;It&#8217;s all that I wantIt&#8217;s all that I fucken want is,to watch hate suffocate&#8221;  
I avoid hating people.it&#8217;s hard. 

funnily enough, i was listening to a song that says
“It’s all that I want
It’s all that I fucken want is,
to watch hate suffocate”  

I avoid hating people.
it’s hard. 

(via lost-and--insecure)

I would like to learn how to skate.Not just for street cred.but &#8216;cause it looks fun.
actually, yes. street cred.

I would like to learn how to skate.
Not just for street cred.
but ‘cause it looks fun.

actually, yes. street cred.

(via reckle-ss)

nawh, i miss him.10 things i hate about you, good movie &lt;3  

nawh, i miss him.
10 things i hate about you, good movie <3  

(via reckle-ss)

Ahhh, studded collars &lt;3Studded/ Spike Litas too &lt;3
I bought some for my sister&#8217;s birthday, how amazing am I&#160;?

Ahhh, studded collars <3
Studded/ Spike Litas too <3

I bought some for my sister’s birthday, how amazing am I ?

(Source: e-scada, via w-aters)

The birthday girl wearing her Lita Spikes &lt;3 rockin&#8217; that shizz. it was a good night.  


The birthday girl wearing her Lita Spikes <3 
rockin’ that shizz. it was a good night.